i was looking through my old photos today and...so many memories flooded back into this idle mind of mine. past happiness. past sadness. past success. past failures. past memories. only memories. but as i remembered each story behind the photo like as if it only happened yesterday, yestermonth, yesteryear, i have this memories to thank for who i am today. only these memories that i went through moulded me and made me into the person, into the man that i am today. so you (yes you....you whoever's reading my entry right now!) will have the honour of taking a peek into my oh-so-not perfect life. and the only reason why i'm typing so much today is because i'm friggin bored!


this was my first crush. we almost got hitched but something in me said it wasnt time yet. i let God provide me with The One for my life.


this was a picture taken about 3 years back in 2002. we were young and naive then. but 2 people in the group has fallen from contact and their presence has since faded from our memories.


my cellgroup had a chalet and we were having like some games and stuff. and my team was the only team that managed to build a raft that could hold a big stone on it. HAHA. those times.....happy times.



this photo was taken when we were on the beach and it was gonna rain soon. so Jaslin was struck with a bolt of creativity and this picture was taken. its so awesome! thats Jaslin and Jeremy's hand in there. man this picture is so darn beautiful!



this picture was of our old cellgroup, W101. alot of faces have yet remained till now and also alot of faces have faded from the picture and from our lives.


this beautiful girl beside was my first love, first girlfriend i ever had, but sadly it didnt last long. i guess my flesh wanted my way but God still had a plan ahead of me but i wanted my way. she's my first girlfriend....and the next time i'm every going to get attached would be after army. nothing hurts like love. to all those people out there who has never given their love away, keep it that way. dont give something away only to regret later. but i've moved on and i'm not the same. thank you Mei Luan. for all the shit you put me through and for everything you've done to me, into this monster, if not for you i wouldnt be the person i am today. thank you.



this shot was taken in 2004. my classmates and me were walking to our friends house, and we looked jsut like one big gang. haha. and just for the record, Kee Siong has one big sexy butt!


this picture was taken at my place. me and Hui Maan really looked so pretty and handsome. and i mean pretty and handsome.


Timothy looks so happy.....and i wonder why is that so.


call me spider man because.......just call me spider man!


this picture was taken at my place. me and Ida really looked so pretty and handsome. and i mean pretty and handsome.


i guess my face looked tempting enough for people to smack. oh well..


i guess Timothy was still very happy...and...i was...erm...angry i guess? haha. the last 6 photos were taken at my class barbeque at my house.

well i've showed you ( yes you....you still reading my entry.) the past 4 years of my life. although it isnt a complete day to day portfolio of me, all this pictures is enough to show how much of a not-so-perfect person i am. i am human, so are you. the past is filled with happy moments in my life, and also terrible hurts that hardened my heart. i just wanna tell you that you cannot erase or forget your past, but you can let go of whatever and look towards the future. yes it is the past which determines who you are, but its the future that determines your life to come. i've typed enough for today. live life....live. this is sheng, signing out. peace out!

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